chaos_silk is my new journal, I've finally gotten pissed off enough at FF.N to just throw my hands up in the air and say screw it all...

So, to deal with this great change, I've decided to reedit and post all my fiction on LJ, and as soon as that's done, become a lot more involved, with the other journal.

Of course, I'm refriending all of my mutual friends on my other journal, so, don't worry, it's just me.

If anyone needs me, you know where I'll be.

As a simple exercise,I've decided to start writing at bunch of drabbles each day, quite possibly with the same prompts, but probably not.

( Don't ask, Don't tell. )

Roleplay between Chaos and Chibi. Saiyuki/FF7 crossover. Scriptstyle.

Neither Chaos nor Chibi own anything but what comes out of their minds.

( I dare you. )

I've finally stopped shaking long enough to type.

A car just crashed on the other side of the road from my house, drove right past my door. Scared the hell out of me enough to send me running through the house screaming for my mother (and in the process waking everyone up).

Mom and little sister didn't hear anything, mistook the car lights for a car resting on the hill....

At least until the car went up in flames and the light proved that it was actually in the middle of the trees on the other side of the road. The flames were at least twenty-thirty feet before the fire department got here.

I feel kind of bad that I didn't do more, but since I don't have uber magickal powers and I was kind of in shock (I was shaking pretty bad, my fight or flight instinct went into overdrive) at the time, just about the best thing I could do was get mom up. Mom called the police, our neighbor called the fire department and goddess only knows what the lady across the street called.

Everyone's alive. The dad got pretty scratched up, and the son was pretty shaken up, but considering where they crashed and that the car was completely rolled on it's side and the fire was that bad, plus there were gunshells of some kind in the car, it's not that bad for that sort of crash.

I'm alright, my mom's alright, my sister's alright, my cat's alright, and my dogs are alright. Everyone is fine and good, the fire was put out and outside of the driver and the kid, no one was hurt. Our neighbor's barn will probably never recover, the fence will have to be repaired and they will most definitely have to buy a new car, but in the end, it wasn't that bad of a crash for being that bad of a crash.

Maybe I'm screwed up in the head for thinking that.

I was randomly surfing about the internet and I stumbled upon something today which made me think, why do I write/read slash?

Why?

Because for the most part, the majority of anime/game female characters are about as interesting (to me) as a block of wood that I'm not allowed to deface in any manner. Don't get me wrong, there are some that I really like, in fact there are some that I think are awesome, but either they don't deserve the boys or the boys don't deserve them. I honestly don't mind Yuri that much, despite being a straight female, and for some girls, such as Tifa and Aerith for one, a relationship just works.

For me, it's more interesting to read about two guys forming a relationship, whether physical or not, and dealing with all the issues that come with it. I can open up just about any book in the school/town library to find het, but it takes time and effort to find really well written slash. Combine that with the fact that yaoi authors are, in general, much more creative than their counterparts and therefore leads to a much more entertaining read.

I also have to take into account that when I first started reading fanfiction (all the way back in '00-'01) the first fandom I went into was Gundam Wing, which had lots of pretty boys and strong-ish female characters who, aside from Relena, didn't stand out in my mind. It's really no surprise that I, as a giggling preteen, turned to yaoi which was easier to find than some random het pairing with some girl I really didn't like.

From then on, I was hooked and I've never really looked back. I mean, het fanfiction really, really does not interest me at all unless it has an extremely exceptional storyline and plotline. I'd rather read a non-pairing fic than het some days, simply because everyone and her sister writes het, sometimes very badly, but, outside of the really big fandoms, yaoi authors are usually very intelligent and at least write coherantly.

Though I will admit, there are somedays when I simply long for a nice, long, decently thought out fic with no relationships whatsoever.

That usually has something to do with finding some poorly written, so out of character fic that it makes my head hurt. This is why I stopped reading in the Naruto, Final Fantasy VII and several other fandoms.

I guess there are several reasons why I read yaoi, other than the fact that I think that it's absolutely adorable. The yaoi/slash fandom, with few exceptions, has the highest amount of good!fic and the least amount of OCs in a relationship with one of the canon characters, and while there are a few fics here and there that are extremely out of character, it's still easy to find fics that have remarkable views on the characters and their ways of life. Not to mention, there's a lot more tension when there's a 'taboo' pairing.

In short, I read slash/yaoi because I like it and because I'm an extremely picky bitch who only reads fiction written by people who have a good grasp on the English language... and sometimes the mechanics of gay sex, because poorly written, highly unrealistic written porn just is not good for anyone. And I write slash/yaoi because it's actually more fun to come up with reasons for two guys to be together than pair them off with a girl who I either don't like, like, but don't think they mesh well, or like and think she deserves better.

Just think about it for a second, those of you who have actually bothered to read this and are probably imaginary, why do you read/write what you do?

Following the last post, this one is a (semi) continuation of the last.

Neither Chaos nor Chibi (Chibi Envy Chan on Gaia and FF.N) own anything.

( reveal to me, thine insanity. )
Notes:
Chaos: Reno, Rufus, Tseng, Yazoo, Rude, Sephiroth,
Chibi: Loz, Angeal, Genesis, Zack, Cloud, Vincent, Elena, Kadaj, Terrorist, Security team.
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Neither Chaos nor Chibi own anything. 

Roleplay is in script-style because it's fun and easy.

Chaos: Reno, Sephiroth

Chibi: Zack, Cloud, Angeal, Genesis, Kadaj, Loz, Rabid Fangirl...

( reveal to me thine insanity )

Sooo...

For the last few days I have been attempting to write, but unfortunately for me, I have a lack of something called inspiration/motivation at the moment and it doesn't help that I'm highly irritated with the world, for reasons which I will not share with you, but if you're female (and most of you are) I'm quite sure you can guess why.

I need a good dose of chocolate and smut followed by a nice, easy game to curl up to with my kitten sprawled on my lap. Sadly, I'm out of chocolate, there isn't any smut in the fandoms I'm currently reading in that I haven't read (well, there is, but I won't touch those pairings) and I'm either at a boss, or the end of a dungeon or some complicated puzzle or at the beginning of the game in most of the games I own or I just don't feel like playing them....

I honestly need a job....Or something.... Or maybe just a nice long killing spree....

Maybe I should play Devil May Cry? Or something suitably violent and gorey that I'm at a high enough level to pwn anything I come up against....

Baroque comes to mind, but I don't want to go into a long dungeon dive at the moment. Plus it doesn't have the character development/familiarity I'm craving. I love Baroque to death, but it's hard to get attached to someone who you know dies over and over again and has been reborn god knows how many times. Though I have been tempted into writing Archangel/Hero smut, but the plot-bunny is still halfway jammed under the bed and nothing has come together yet.

Star Ocean: Til The End of Time would be good (Level 230 something and still going up), but there's no blood and I think I need to see some gore...

Or maybe I should play something so mindfrustratingly hard or complicated that by the end of the hour, I'll be throwing my hands up in frustration and writing will come easier.

For some reason, I always write better after something has pissed me off....

I think I'll go sit over there now and sulk...

Challenge: socks - thief - naked - window - moan - Full Metal Alchemist from Star...
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Challenge: Axel - taste - lick - skin - Roxas from Star
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Challenge: Pervert - braid - comb - hair - silky - brush - punishment; Gundam Wing From Star
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Challenge: werecat - heat - lover; Eragon from Star
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Challenge: sing - shadow - nightmare - pulse; Gundam Wing from Star.
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Warnings: Rath/Thatz, randomness

( Rune didn't want to know.... Seriously he didn't. )